hahahaahahahahah when will you stop leaving me messages here?_ isn’t it obvious that i dont care about shits your talking about?_ im not reacting cause i really dont care yet you still leave me messages here poor you 3 years had already passed.what do you really want to prove?_ as for me im not interested on you or even your boy… hahahahaha im enjoying my life and dont care
i rely cant stop myself laughing…why????? because now i know that someone is into my friendster…. duh reading my stuffs here makes me feel and makes me really realize that your really insecure hahahaahah poor girl if your really think that im insecure over you how come you keep on leaving me messages here…. duh isnt it obvous that i dont want to communicate with you because i dont know shits that your talking about? listen to those people whom you know that they think they know me and believe those stuffs they told you poor you….. all i know is im happy and i dont care….. i dont care cause i know the truth and hello come to think of it its almost 3 years……..hahahahahah
All I do is dream of you
I thought you would wear away
Torturing me baby, give me a sign
That you are alright and maybe
Maybe I could sleep tonight
All I need is a sign!
Or maybe your lips on mine…
To let me know
That your with me
Was it you who called me from private?
At 12:30 in the morning?
If only I was awake enough to answer
But I was dreaming about the time under the ceder tree
When it was so cold
That the blanket blew off
And you held me even tighter
You lost me…forget me
You know I can’t do that
Could you? I wish I knew
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next
Where will my life turn when it seems to stall?
When is the next time I will smile again?
and how will I get up, should I fall?
Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness.
By that I mean I know it can’t last.
Beauty decays, laughter subsides
When will the stones be cast?
Tragedy can be measured
by the amount of happiness taken away
Elusion is our only protection
As we fall victim to its prey
So when I’ve reached a fork in life’s road
and the choices are many or few.
I follow the one that leads away from misfortune
Thats all I can really do
When life is good
You have to hold it in your hand
You have to close your eyes
You have to breathe it in!
Happiness may end
While tragedy begins
Today is the beginning
Is tomorrow the end?
is this me? duh his more older…yet he looks like a 28 years old man.more handsome than Hayden hahahahah…hes handsome do have a beautiful and tantalizing eyes,a perfect teeth,a flawless white skin.. his tall, and his half Chinese…… what more can i ask for? huhuhuhuhu i was very sorry… dint know it hurts me a lot..but do i have a choice? i need to… and most especially you need to…. the very last minute were together still lingers in me…it was the most painful part.. i go out of your car and just run i don’t want to see you see my tears… i know your blaming yourself for all the things you’ve done in the past for always being the problem of your parents and now your old enough at least i helped you to realize a lot of things in your life…. in just a little period of time…. just always remember ill forever be here for you….. be a good man..not a good boy because your age isn’a for aboy but for being a man… thank you for coming into my life…with you i experienced to be loved more than expected from someone like you…
I’ll ask you not for anything
You kissed me one last time
And we’ve seen our final day
I’ll ask you not for anything
Except remember me this way…
My eyes were lit with happiness
When they were staring back at you
My smile was bright and genuine
Because of all the things you’d do.
My heart was beating wildly
Every time you were around
My body sang with every touch
Even if you heard no sound.
As I drove by your house
I softly blew a kiss
I’ll ask you not for anything
Except remember this….
My heart is always with you
My love is there forever more
And I’ve left a window open
Even though you’ve closed the door.
If we never meet again
and we each find somebody new
there will always be a part of me
that will still belong to you.
I remember the time not long ago
When we laughed and shared it all
We were the very best of friends
Or at least that’s what I thought.
I often wonder why friendships end
What happens to sever that tie
How can someone once so close
Just wave you off with a good bye
I must have been lacking
I must have been wrong
I wasn’t the friend to you
That you were to me all along.
I thought I was loyal
I know I was true
But something went wrong
Now there’s nothing to do
A friendship lost
Is a very sad thing
The angels weep instead of sing.
A Broken Puzzle
When I found you
I found me
I was no longer alone
I was put together
There were no missing pieces
We were the perfect puzzle
On lookers envied what we had
We had so many beautiful memories
That they’re not even possible to forget
That part of my life was my life
The life I loved
Then I lost you somewhere
Along the way
There were no fights or disagreements
Our puzzle just broke
Piece by piece it fell apart
Soon it disappeared
I’ve tried to get it back
I’ve done everything
The pieces of the puzzle
Just don’t fit together any more
I found your pieces reconnecting
With new pieces
My pieces were left torn and shattered
Alone in there box
I just want one last look
at that beautiful puzzle we shared
Even thought it won’t help me get over the pain
The pain that has ruled my life for months
I just cant close the cover to that puzzle box
Once in your life you make the friends that are true Nothing else matters except what’s between them and you You don’t know if anyone has ever before felt this way For them you breathed, you wanted to be alive everyday You’d put up with anything if it meant you got to see each of their faces Here you are writing your life story and they are the basis You know what’s right and no one else can see They’re your world, everything you want your life to be Not even sure if they feel the same way for you Your stuck with this feeling what can you do? Things are changing you don’t feel the love anymore You need to figure things out and get to the core You’re missing the feeling you used to love to feel Your lost and your heart is confused how to deal There’s nothing else left to do but to move on The feeling is no longer there but now you’re uncertain whether you really wanted it gone.
How I miss the old friends
the ones who actually cared
and who were there when you needed them.
This would is full of crap.
I remember the days,
The days when we were little.
The days we shared our secrets,
And the days we were naughty.
I see you there
but you refuse to see me
to you I am an faded shadow
opposite of who I used to be.
You call me your friend
But, really am I?
Tell me again and tell
Me what a true friend is…]
I know I did wrong for misleading you that way
But who was to know you would react that way
I know I was wrong for lying that day
But all I was trying to do was cheer you up in such a way
When i fell asleep last night
i fell into a black hole
guess i must have lost my soul
yeah i woke up feeling o so cold
